Inspiration?

What the fuckery am I doing?
It seems my days are filled with aimlessness.
Searching for something, finding nothing.
I'd say I'd have writers block for actually quite sometime now.
But it's just complete lack of inspiration, it comes and it goes.
And frequency is not its main squeeze let me tell you.
I catch a glimpse of it now and then and then I seem to lose my way.
Material things have lost meaning, yet I still want a wardrobe of clothes.
Music is old to me, so I find new music and become inspired for a moment then it loses me.
I want to know where Katelyn went, why is she so confused, why can't she decide anything?
But mostly where'd her inspiration go.

I made this awhile ago .
So I suppose this idea isn't new to me.

On a side note: THANK GOODNESS FOR AUTOSAVE.
In any case I've lost track of my thought, but I am currently downloading some music which happens to be cheering me up quite nicely at the moment.

I need a fairy godmother, so she can come tell me the wise way of the world and tell me what I should do.
Maybe even make me into a princess for a night with a pumpkin as a carriage.

In Harmony
Katelyn Rebecca