Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Gift or this curse

I really feel I have nothing of interest or importance to blog about but I'm trying to be loyal.
I had my family passover seder tonight, I think I have another one on friday. It's nice to see family.
It's weird as you grow up it almost becomes a chore though. Don't get me wrong I love my family to bits n pieces. But people make life so cynical it seems. As good of a time as you may be having someone always ends up bringing it down with some kind of negative comment.
I don't know, maybe Im just really aware of negative comments, moods of rooms, vibes and all that lame shit. In any case it all seems like everyones being pulled into this room by a huge magnet called obligation to visit and see family when they'd rather be elsewhere. Except maybe me and my nieces and nephews. They're always down to play and just happy to be alive. And me, well I genuinely like being with family.
I find family can be the most interesting people you may ever meet. You never really know the full story, and as you grow up you slowly learn that these people in your life are so much more than the roll they've played in your life. You find they're just like you and your friends although values and opinions may differ we've all been through and are going through this thing called life. We find out they're human too.

Anyway that's enough pitter patter for now.

In Harmony
Katelyn Rebecca

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

I believe in Spring Awakening.

So I have arrived back home in Winnipeg. And wtf is with all this snow?
I would have to disagree with your choices Winnipeg.
My birthday is in 13 days and I do not find this suitable weather for said birthday. Although 13 days could drastically change the weather situation. So here's to hoping.

Speaking of my birthday, I'm not one for birthdays really. Well I am, just not my own.
I find it just a weird situation, a bunch of people who I know, who only happen to know maybe a couple other people all brought together to celebrate me is just weird. Talk about an awkward social situation. Maybe Im just not flashy enough, self-absorbed enough. But I'd say I am pretty self-absorbed, but then again humans as they are, are such a thing. Either way Im not one for birthdays. As it were I should of had a big shindig for my my 18th. I however ended up burning out and eating leftover cake with two friends.
That's also the joy of having your birthday on 420. By the end of the day no one wants to do anything. So for my 19th I have no plans, I'll probably end up at the ledge at some point. All I really want is a Pinata, a flight to Toronto and some Spring Awakening tickets.

And now speaking of Spring Awakening, I bought the book Spring Awakening: In the Flesh and read it on the flight there and back from my trip, mostly on the way back. Anyway inside it has details of who, what, where, when, why, how? And along some very nice photos and extra stuff. Also the musical is in there as well. So I finished this book and bawled my eyes out at the end of the musical. Now if I hadn't already wanted to see this musical I'd definitely want to now, but now I could kill, die, eat animals(not really but you get the idea) to see it. The songs, the everything has so much more meaning now. Anyway Im such a fruitcake and shall get along with drinking my greentea and wasting time til I go to work.
So farewell for now.







In Harmony,
Katelyn Rebecca