He's got my <3 tied in a knot and my stomach in a whirl

I'm listening to NeverShoutNever right now.
His songs want to make me fall in love and surely I am.
So I guess that's good.

So I have this huge file of fashion on my computer.
I decided I may share some of my lusts with you.
Most is pretty rockabilly inspired but today we're starting off hippie.

Quite fantastic if you ask me.

A blogger I'd like you to check out is Ruben, he's quite a talented artist and a beautiful soul.

In other news, my inspiration has been fleeting, but also has been popping up often so I really can't quite complain.
But if I keep striving to find it, it's bound to stick around.


Also, I think Im going to Jo Bros tonight?

In Harmony
Katelyn Rebecca

PSOTW

Me too.
But not always.
[picture via www.postsecret.com]

In harmony
Katelyn Rebecca

Summertime

Getting ready for folkfest, nervous and excited.
Europe is in less than a month.
Missing International Music Camp,
you know it's where I spent my summers for the past five years.

In Harmony
Katelyn Rebecca

Unstoppable

Pretty dang amazing. That crazy little guy started it all.
Now this is inpiration. :)

In Harmony
Katelyn Rebecca

WAIT, wait

Oh one more thing,
EVERYONE GO SEE THE HANGOVER RIGHT MEOW.
For cereal.
It's most definitely my new favourite movie, I may just have to go see it again soon.

In Harmony
Katelyn Rebecca

Baby you're a star

Today I went for A) some thai food and B) to my nieces play.
Both making me very happy.
Thai food more specifically green curry soup is THE best food in the world.
And watching my little niece perform was wonderful, every time I see her perform she gets so much better! I love her so much. :) She's so talented for her age and she'll only continue to grow.
Anywho just peeking in to be all heeeeey wassup?
And Im listening to some Schuyler Fisk so things are feeling calm and serene right now. It's beautiful.

In Harmony
Katelyn Rebecca

PSOTW

Just one I liked, nothing special.

Im bringing back the ol' PSOTW

[image from www.postsecret.com]

Stressssssball

What up dawgs?
Again posting way too late for my own good.
It's 3am.
I rented Georgia Rule, Bolt and Seven Pounds tonight, only watched the first two.
I've been quite distracted lately, but its been a good distraction. =)
I've gotten myself into quite a muddle of a situation which will continue to cause me stress.
But for now, Im at least going to try and forget about it.
I'm trying to look forward to the summer and my trip.
And my trip is looking up! I'll be getting to see my friends from overseas and possibly one from the states.
So I'm quite stoked, and multi-tasking killing many birds with one stone.
Someone has got to come up with a better saying like that for vegetarians.
I really do not enjoy saying that... is that strange? Probably.

In harmony
Katelyn Rebecca

Trying to be insightful at the wrong time

"my life is like a collection of short stories--- with every turn of the page the characters change, they may reoccur in the next chapter but eventually they fade away."

So I post in a forum sometimes, and I came across this thread and someone posted the above statement. I actually had to read it twice. First time didn't sink in. Im going to blame it on the eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-alcohol (it being 1:26 in the morning) and it got me a ponderin'. That's all life really is when broken down. But it makes me feel sad and remorseful for lost friendships and companions. And it got me thinking about my own relationships lost...

Honestly Im trying to turn this into a positive but Im waaay to tired I should be rolled up in my bed.
Big PHAIL on the blogging today but hey what up, it's June 1st. Well 2nd now.
I still dont know what the shit Im doing with this life of mine, but right at this moment I think Im okay with that.
All I know is I dont want to miss out on anything.

In harmony
Katelyn Rebecca

Celebrity Crushes

I'm not really one for celebrity crushes but I almost can't help myself.


In harmony,
Katelyn Rebecca

Movies

Lately I've been seeing so many movies!
In the past two months I've seen 17 Again, Knowing, Observe and Report, Adventureland, Ghosts of Girlfriends Past, Wolverine... I'm probably skipping out on one or two. And I'm seeing Star Trek on wednesday with my Momma for mothers day since we both worked today. I've also been watching tons at home. Like The Holiday, Marley & Me, Stranger Than Fiction anywho the list goes on.
I'm turning into a movie junkie.
I must say in Wolverine, Hugh Jackman is quite the epitome of manly and possibly made me short of breath. Also his brother reminds me of my ex.

In Harmony
Katelyn Rebecca

Inspiration?

What the fuckery am I doing?
It seems my days are filled with aimlessness.
Searching for something, finding nothing.
I'd say I'd have writers block for actually quite sometime now.
But it's just complete lack of inspiration, it comes and it goes.
And frequency is not its main squeeze let me tell you.
I catch a glimpse of it now and then and then I seem to lose my way.
Material things have lost meaning, yet I still want a wardrobe of clothes.
Music is old to me, so I find new music and become inspired for a moment then it loses me.
I want to know where Katelyn went, why is she so confused, why can't she decide anything?
But mostly where'd her inspiration go.

I made this awhile ago .
So I suppose this idea isn't new to me.

On a side note: THANK GOODNESS FOR AUTOSAVE.
In any case I've lost track of my thought, but I am currently downloading some music which happens to be cheering me up quite nicely at the moment.

I need a fairy godmother, so she can come tell me the wise way of the world and tell me what I should do.
Maybe even make me into a princess for a night with a pumpkin as a carriage.

In Harmony
Katelyn Rebecca

Philsbury Dough Boy

What it do, what it do? So May 1st hey?
I'm working on it. I'd really like my blogging life to take off. Maybe I'm just a lady of little words.
Although I know thats not that case, but when it comes to having an opinion Im a walking contradiction.
So I suppose I stay away from making an official statement, or forming an actual opinion so I can change it if I ever so feel.
Indecesive I may be, but I like to call it open minded in this case anyway.

So I've been flying around with the idea to go to Europe this summer, if I do is completely up in the air right now. All I know is I need to get away, and by myself. I've been doing quite alot of research these past couple days and am slowly gaining confidence that I'd be able to do it. Funds aren't really a problem. So really all I need to do is grow some balls book a flight and do alot more research.

Anywho just stopping in.
In Harmony
Katelyn Rebecca

Gift or this curse

I really feel I have nothing of interest or importance to blog about but I'm trying to be loyal.
I had my family passover seder tonight, I think I have another one on friday. It's nice to see family.
It's weird as you grow up it almost becomes a chore though. Don't get me wrong I love my family to bits n pieces. But people make life so cynical it seems. As good of a time as you may be having someone always ends up bringing it down with some kind of negative comment.
I don't know, maybe Im just really aware of negative comments, moods of rooms, vibes and all that lame shit. In any case it all seems like everyones being pulled into this room by a huge magnet called obligation to visit and see family when they'd rather be elsewhere. Except maybe me and my nieces and nephews. They're always down to play and just happy to be alive. And me, well I genuinely like being with family.
I find family can be the most interesting people you may ever meet. You never really know the full story, and as you grow up you slowly learn that these people in your life are so much more than the roll they've played in your life. You find they're just like you and your friends although values and opinions may differ we've all been through and are going through this thing called life. We find out they're human too.

Anyway that's enough pitter patter for now.

In Harmony
Katelyn Rebecca

I believe in Spring Awakening.

So I have arrived back home in Winnipeg. And wtf is with all this snow?
I would have to disagree with your choices Winnipeg.
My birthday is in 13 days and I do not find this suitable weather for said birthday. Although 13 days could drastically change the weather situation. So here's to hoping.

Speaking of my birthday, I'm not one for birthdays really. Well I am, just not my own.
I find it just a weird situation, a bunch of people who I know, who only happen to know maybe a couple other people all brought together to celebrate me is just weird. Talk about an awkward social situation. Maybe Im just not flashy enough, self-absorbed enough. But I'd say I am pretty self-absorbed, but then again humans as they are, are such a thing. Either way Im not one for birthdays. As it were I should of had a big shindig for my my 18th. I however ended up burning out and eating leftover cake with two friends.
That's also the joy of having your birthday on 420. By the end of the day no one wants to do anything. So for my 19th I have no plans, I'll probably end up at the ledge at some point. All I really want is a Pinata, a flight to Toronto and some Spring Awakening tickets.

And now speaking of Spring Awakening, I bought the book Spring Awakening: In the Flesh and read it on the flight there and back from my trip, mostly on the way back. Anyway inside it has details of who, what, where, when, why, how? And along some very nice photos and extra stuff. Also the musical is in there as well. So I finished this book and bawled my eyes out at the end of the musical. Now if I hadn't already wanted to see this musical I'd definitely want to now, but now I could kill, die, eat animals(not really but you get the idea) to see it. The songs, the everything has so much more meaning now. Anyway Im such a fruitcake and shall get along with drinking my greentea and wasting time til I go to work.
So farewell for now.



In Harmony,
Katelyn Rebecca

Push ups

The last time I posted a blog was in November, yowza.
Time for an update, no?
Still working at my job, got a little promotion.
I've been trying to cut back on the partying because it seems to be soaking up all my money!
Go figure, but I've been doing really well with not going out as much.
Although that results in me being bored out of my bloody mind most of the time.

The last two weeks I've been going for dinner and a movie with my mom because I dont get to see her often. So last week we went to Sorrentos and saw Taken, and just yesterday we went to Boston Pizza and saw I love you Man. It was an awkwardly funny movie, but good.
On a side note, on my way to Boston Pizza to meet up with my mom I got stuck on the street near my house. Luckily a nice man helped me and pushed my car until I got moving.
I was very thankful for his help, I really wish I could have properly thanked him for his help!

I've been super stressed for some reason, don't know what that's all about.
But I plan for this vacay to calm me down and center myself.
I'll probably get some good meditation in, I haven't even had time to meditate regularly lately!

In other news I've done absoutely nothing all day due to the snow storm, yeah... thanks Winnipeg.
I did have things to do, but ah well tomorrow I will surely have to get everything done.

In harmony
Katelyn Rebecca

09' And I fail at blogging.

So it's 2009 March something or rather.
I leave Saturday morning for a 7 day cruise in the Carribean.
I'm pretty excited, it's my first cruise and I haven't been on a trip in a very long time. Too long!
Anyway, I have hopes to start using this more often. But this time no promises.

Currently I'm listening to some Ella, and sitting here in my house stuck because my car is stuck in my stupid roundabout driveway.
And it's stuck here because of this freak winter storm Winnipeg is currently experiencing. I was planning on making some last minute cruise clothes shopping but now it'll be super last minute if at all.
Otherwise looks like I'm going to be mostly naked on this cruise, which I mean I wont need lots of clothes anyway!

My birthday is in a month and I've been thinking about getting my tongue pierced and a Pinata for my birthday. Sounds exciting for a 19th birthday? I think so.
Also about two weeks ago I got my Rook done. Which for the fellas that dont know is an ear piercing more specifically a cartilidge piercing. It's been doing well, and I will admit I haven't been cleaning it as often as I should be! And I touch it often, both big no no's! I don't suggest it to anyone, but hey my piercings been really good to me!

In Harmony,
Katelyn Rebecca